BY AMOS MATHEW, Kaduna
Nasir el-Rufai, former governor of Kaduna State, says his ongoing trial and detention have made him reconsider some of his relationships, as some friends, colleagues and family members have remained silent in his time of difficulty.
The former governor shared his reflections in a statement posted on X, saying his experience over the past few months had taught him important lessons about life, friendship and loyalty.
El-Rufai is facing trial over alleged money laundering and conversion of public property.
He has been in the custody of the Independent Corrupt Practices and Other Related Offences Commission (ICPC) since February 19, after he was released by the Economic and Financial Crimes Commission (EFCC).
According to the former governor, “adversity has a way of illuminating relationships”, adding that the apparent silence of some people he had previously supported had prompted him to reflect on those relationships.
“Some have expressed concern at the apparent silence, in my present circumstances, of some of my colleagues, friends and family members whom I have publicly stood by or associated closely with in the past,” he said.
“What I learn in difficult times like the past few months may lead me, quietly and without regret, to reconsider the nature of certain relationships and what those that look up to me expect of them.”
El-Rufai stressed that his decision to reassess some relationships should not be interpreted as reproach or condemnation, but rather as an opportunity to understand people and life more clearly.
He said he had always tried to support his colleagues, friends, family members and others, guided by his faith, upbringing, personal values and conscience.
According to him, he stood by people and causes he believed in, sometimes under difficult circumstances and at considerable personal cost, without expecting praise, gratitude or reciprocity.
The former governor added that those he had supported were equally free to make their own choices now that circumstances had changed.
“I have no regrets about standing by people or for causes when I believed it was right to do so, and I bear no resentment towards anyone who chooses not to do the same for me,” he added.
“As for any injustice, ingratitude or injury done to me, I seek neither revenge nor retribution. Ultimate accountability belongs to Almighty Allah, and I leave that judgment to Him, in this world and in the Hereafter.”
El-Rufai said he would instead focus on maintaining peace with his conscience and his faith.
“In the end, each of us must live with the choices we make, and posterity will render whatever verdict it sees fit. My only concern is to remain at peace with my conscience and, above all, with Almighty Allah,” he said.
